So, its me, Tiffany Kimberly Ryan. I went back to my maiden name after divorcing the fabulous Timothy Armonds. Sarcasm implied.
At present, I am 31 years old, single with two cats, living and working in San Francisco for an advertising company as the head receptionist to the big man on top, who leers sexually at me. I've done my best since I started working there two years previous to distract his come-ons.
A year before moving to San Francisco, I divorced my husband, the what turned out to be the not so fabulous Timothy Armonds. I moved here to find myself, or rather to get away from my past, you decide. I guess I've been sort of drifting, filling a space in the void of my own existence, going through the motions as it were. I guess I've pretty much given up on life and love.
I studied marketing and business in college but dropped out just shy of a year to graduate when the not so fabulous Timothy came into my life and we quickly married. I should have known better, but live in learn, I guess.
See, one of my husband's pleasures was the "shaved pussy" look; the porn star or stripper appeal, at best. At first, I tried to please him by shaving it myself and then allowing him to, if I didn't, he cheated. Can you imagine the types of girls he "stepped out" with? Yes, the aforementioned stripper types! After awhile, the high discomfort of the hairless exposed vagina became less of a desire for me than trying to please my husband and I learned a valuable lesson.
Hair is there for a reason but more so, the importance of myself and my choices for my body. But, I'm still alone.
I've been seeing a therapist these last few years. Due to her encouragement, I finally enrolled in a community college class to "begin again" as it were. It is there that I met Steve, a recent divorcee himself.
After four dates, I can tell he's hungry for something more. I have to admit I am attracted to him but will he turn out to be another fabulous Timothy? (Sarcasm implied!) I feel as if men are really out for one thing and one thing alone; themselves.
To find out the answer to this and more fun facts about Vaginas, come to Women's Resource Center's presentation of the "Vagina Monologues" tonight and tomorrow night at 7 pm in the Rogue River Room on the Southern Oregon University campus. Doors open at 7:30.
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