Monday, May 30, 2022

The Trenches Of Intention

 


With the recent upheaval of the world about us, I often hear a myriad of angry complaining both on and offline.  Now, I am all for allowing ourselvs to become angry as long as that ire arouses action unto change, but all too often, that irksome manner lends itself to stagnancy out of the fears of hopelessness, of feeling that nothing will ever get better or even change.  

Now, I understand and have empathy for that, surely I do, but I have come to the realization that the only one who can truly effect change in our personal lives as well as the collective begins within.  For myself personally, I have become able to impact change and action from personal adverse strife through actively taking life one step at a time.  



I have shared before at the beginning of each month I create a vision board and while the intentions on the board overlap from the previous I find myself, yet seemingly slowly, and then in a burst of a rush, an intention drops off which I have attained and accomplished.  

At times the path to reach the intentions seems to drag onwards, the goal to obtain seems endlessly out of reach, but putting my eye on envisioning my intention reached, helps me ever to take the small steps needed to reach the final destination.  As a soldier diligently slugs through the trenches of his duties, so to I often find myself in my own trenches of intention, working steadily, slowly, but dutifully faithful in with the mindset to achieve the victory of accomplishment.  



The intentions set vary from finishing a good book, to putting the finalizing touches on a video project or screenplay, or even cleaning the house.  They range from the daily, the weekly, monthly, or further.  No matter, each are set forth with the same steady progess, one step at a time, one foot in front of the other.  


For that is all we can do, we cannot push time forward hurriedly and racing to accomplish will only detract from the true joy of living in the moment, enjoying the process of being.  

Today, dear reader, as you progress through your life, remember to take one step at a time, one foot in front of the other, enjoy how the earth feels beneath you, steady and sure, providing all that is needed for each moment. Thereby, those intentions and dreams you envision will someday soon be attained.





Sunday, May 22, 2022

Journaling Through The Years, Ep. 46: First Crushes, Payphones, & Summer...


In this episode, I begin by relaying how long my Beverly Hills, 90210 fan-craze has been, then turn my attentions to Blossom & Rudy Huxtable, and close with a sweet, little story about the first guy who ever expressed interest, which begins by describing him as the best thing that ever happened to 8th grade girls, but immediately switches to him being the root of all that is wrong with 8th grade girls. I bring it all back around to Beverly Hills, 90210 by dubbing the world of my friends' and I as, "Vineyard Club, 95441."

The Mary Tamm Chronicles, Chapter 18: 2003: Whocruise #doctorwho #maryta...


Anchors Aweigh! In this episode, Mary recalls an experience at a Doctor Who convention on a cruise ship, that despite many mishap, turned out to be a lot of fun anyway. The Timekeys Doctor Who Fan Fiction webseries includes Hearts-Sick, HomeSick, MindSick & TimeSick. Cafe-Girl Productions, Inc is the former name of Cafe Girl Thriving Artists, LLC, all film & media produced under Cafe-Girl Productions, Inc is the property of Cafe-Girl Thriving Artists, LLC. Cafe-Girl Thriving Artists, LLC does not own the rights to Doctor Who or BBC material.

Saturday, May 14, 2022

The Mary Tamm Chronicles Episode Three: 1978 The Stones Of Blood #romana...


In the third installment, Mary recalls the exciting experience of working with some more experienced actors on The Stones Of Blood, the conditions during filming, and ponders the future of Romana. The Timekeys Doctor Who Fan Fiction webseries includes Hearts-Sick, HomeSick, MindSick & TimeSick. Cafe-Girl Productions, Inc is the former name of Cafe Girl Thriving Artists, LLC, all film & media produced under Cafe-Girl Productions, Inc is the property of Cafe-Girl Thriving Artists, LLC. Cafe-Girl Thriving Artists, LLC does not own the rights to Doctor Who or BBC material.

Journaling Through The Years, Ep. 45: Middle School, Childhood Pets, & O...


In this episode, I discuss my first day of middle school, 6th grade, at the big school, not the elementary school. I seem so expectant, unaware of what is about to occur in the fateful "Junior High Years". I go on to share my family & childhood pets, delve into some painful childhood memories (slight trigger warning) that still have an impact on me today, then close with an attack from an uninvited houseguest! Wedding Dress: https://www.mercari.com/us/item/m59506542035/ Elizabeth Suzanne: Help Elizabeth Return To Her Thrive & Pursue Her Dreams: https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-return-elizabeth-to-her-thrive DJ Michael J. Hearne: DJ Michael J. Hearne, funds go to help secure ongoing housing so focus can be on job stability: https://www.gofundme.com/f/please-help-michael-and-meme-thrive

Friday, May 13, 2022

Friday The 13th: The History

 


As today is Friday the 13th, the day fraught with the feeling of fear, bad luck, and horror, I thought I would take a bit of time to showcase the history behind the date and how it came to have such undertones.  To begin with, the phobia of the number 13 has the distinction of being labeled, "triskaidekaphobia" while the fear of the date, Friday the 13th, is called, "friggatriskaidekaphobia".  That being said, it is important to note that many suffer from a very real fear of the number and date which should be taken into consideration.  As I am one who struggles with an anxiety disorder and phobias, I feel the need to express my empathy towards those who suffer with such and offer a trigger warning for the below information to follow.  However, in my recovery, I have found discovering the root cause of the phobia, in this case the history behind, may help to alleviate the anxiety induced. 


The fear surrounding the number 13 has a long history wherein the anxiety about it has been passed down through the ages.  One origin comes from Christian history regarding the last supper, as many believed at that time having 13 seated at a table was bad luck possibly leading to death, and it is known that Good Friday, the crucifixation of Jesus, occurred the next day.  Perhaps, Jesus, the anarcharist that he was, residing on earth to shake up the imposed social norms, chose to have 13 at the table.  Jesus, the OG founder of the 13th Club. 


Yes, in fact, there really was a Thirteenth Club, reported to be founded by Captain William Fowler (Sorry Not Sorry, Jesus) in the late 19th century.  The club itself was founded to remove the stigma surrounding the number 13 and specifically the rule against having 13 seated at a table.  The club would gather on the 13th day of the month in room 13 of the Knickerbocker Cottage where they would dine on a thirteen course mean.  However, before the meal commenced, all would walk underneath a ladder with a banner above with the words, “Morituri te Salutamus,” Latin for “Those of us who are about to die salute you.”


The most significant reasoning for the phobia around Friday the 13th occured on October 13, 1307, with the arrest, torture, and massecre of the Order of the Knights Templar.  The Knights Templar were a devout Christian order from Jerusalem created between A.D. 1118-1119 with the express purpose of protecting European pilgrims traveling to the Holy land, with many other duties were given, such as becoming the defenders of the Holy Land crusader states, brave warriors, and, some might believe, the keepers of the secret family and offspring of Jesus himself.  (Some believe that, some do not, take that as it were.)  

Thus, through all of this, the Knights Templar were able to accrue much wealth and property, some may believe that was the artifacts proving the existence of Jesus' family and offspring and that was the reason for the persecution of the Order.  Many began turning against them, fighting back, in their quest to retain the wealth for themselves, and finally, on October 13, 1307, based on a decree set forth by King Philip IV of France, the Knights Templar, including the grand master, Jacques de Molay, were rounded up, arrested, and tortured under false charges.  They were forced confess to the false charges of heresy, homosexuality, financial corruption, devil worship, spitting upon the cross, and much more.  Even despite these confessions, many Templars were executed by being burned at the stake and de Molay was killed in 1314.  

Because of this history and superstition surrounding the date and number 13, there are recent occurrences that occurred on Friday the 13th, such as the German bombing of Buckingham Palace in September 1940 to the Bangladesh cyclone that killed over 300,000 in November 1970 to the murder of Tupac Shakur in September 1996.  

Therein lies the saga of how Friday the 13th became to be the fear inducing date that is known for today.  So, doing by reading through this, I hope that this may alleviate any fears, superstitions, and phobias that one may suffer with surrounding this date and this number.


Research for this article from:
https://www.history.com/topics/middle-ages/the-knights-templar





 







 

Saturday, May 7, 2022

Journaling Through The Years, Episode 44: Losing Night Court & Myself


In this episode, I begin by updating on my recovery status from breast reduction surgery, then launch into the journal, giving a basic day to day on life as a young 12 year old heading into middle school, but then take a turn when I reveal my heart for Night Court and acting, and the loneliness that comes from not being able to voice who I really am, which began even way back then. FanGirlHour: https://anchor.fm/fangirling Wedding Dress: https://www.mercari.com/us/item/m59506542035/ Elizabeth Suzanne: Help Elizabeth Return To Her Thrive & Pursue Her Dreams: https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-return-elizabeth-to-her-thrive DJ Michael J. Hearne: DJ Michael J. Hearne, funds go to help secure ongoing housing so focus can be on job stability: https://www.gofundme.com/f/please-help-michael-and-meme-thrive

The Mary Tamm Chronicles, Chapter 16: 1978 The Pirate Planet


In the second episode of The Mary Tamm Chronicles, Mary recounts the joys and tribulations had while filming the second installment of The Key To Time, namely, a steering wheel coming off in her hands, being held captive in mid air in an old lift, and much more! The Timekeys Doctor Who Fan Fiction webseries includes Hearts-Sick, HomeSick, MindSick & TimeSick. Cafe-Girl Productions, Inc is the former name of Cafe Girl Thriving Artists, LLC, all film & media produced under Cafe-Girl Productions, Inc is the property of Cafe-Girl Thriving Artists, LLC. Cafe-Girl Thriving Artists, LLC does not own the rights to Doctor Who or BBC material.