Monday, January 29, 2024
Emilie Louise Kloge #clothingdesigner #model #artist #gustavklimt
Friday, January 26, 2024
Home Is Of Ashland, Oregon #homeisoftheheart #homesicknomore
During the time of which I speakIt was hard to turn the other cheekTo the blows of insecurity
However, the antidote to that, has been a long journey of discovery and recovery starting in late 2006 with the diagnosis of Bipolar. For this catapulted me into the various formats of therapy, support groups, and psychological testing, that led me deeper within than I had ever imagined or wanted to travel. Scary to begin with, but as I continued thus, the terrain became a little less treacherous, even in times of painful struggle, the overcoming seemed less insurmountable. With each hurdle, each secret unraveled, each victory proclaimed, a calmness overtook me, I found at once a peace bubbling upwards over inside of me. I was coming home within again and again.
Oh, how I wish I were a trinitySo if I lost a part of meI'd still have two of the same to liveBut nobody gets a lifetime rehearsalAs specks of dust, we're universal
Though it's stormy now I feel safe within the armsOf love's discovery
Journaling Through The Years, Ep. 89: How This #NastyWoman Healed Her He...
Tuesday, January 23, 2024
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Thursday, January 18, 2024
Sharing Is Caring #recovery #authentichealing #healingtothriving
I used to bite my tongue and hold my breath
Scared to rock the boat and make a mess
So I sat quietly, agreed politely
I am a strange one. Perhaps its the long unfolding journey of recovery I have been on since 2006 when diagnosed with Bipolar, wherein the years unfolding I found myself in a myriad of support group and therapy sessions and found the healing value of authentic sharing. Truly, Sharing is Caring! Since then, I have never ceased to find value in true, meaningful, and lasting connection with others who have walked a path of tumult similar to mine. From NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness) support groups, to reaching out to my ex-husband's other ex-wife whom I had never met when I was traveling the difficult process of separating, filing a restraining order, from him, to creating a variety of Facebook groups around 'religious trauma, emotional abuse, mental illness, women growing older, to finding value in re-connecting with old friends leaving the church I was in, I have discovered that this is not necessarily the course of action that others follow.
Many, it would appear, when leaving a stressful situation, deal with the conflict in the moment, set themselves free, perhaps attend some one on one therapy, and move forward with life. Yet, for me, in my own personal experience, there is so much more value in authentic openness and sharing with other survivors. There is laughter, holding space in attentive listening, bringing about this immense relief and power of freedom in one's recovery.
I guess that I forgot I had a choice
I let you push me past the breaking point
I stood for nothing, so I fell for everything
It is such that I have embarked on weekly recording myself reading through the journals I have written in since 'I was old enough to hold a pen or pencil', (See: Journaling Through The Years) while maintaining the privacy of others mentioned throughout, I dive deep into my inner psyche throughout every stage of my life and reveal, finding that in bringing to the light the darkness truly does lose its power. This is done not without a sense of shame or remorse, but with the desire to be free from such so that I may continue my life with a lightness of being.
It is with that in mind I continue forward, becoming a facilitator for NAMI's Connection Recovery Support Group, wherein a group of individuals living with mental health conditions of every sort, will gather together each week to find support and hope in their journeys, a family of sorts will be built. As well, my preparations for the Cafe-Girl Thriving Artists "Artist Soul Coaching & Workshops" where artists of every variety will work upon themselves through the dynamic healing power of all artistic forms, developing true community, and freedom within. (For more: www.cafegirlproductionsinc.com)
Coming alongside you, I invite you to embrace the freedom and healing power found within sharing, being truly heard, and finding the pain of the darkness dissipating, fading away.
You held me down, but I got up (hey)
Already brushing off the dust
You hear my voice, you hear that sound
Like thunder, gonna shake the ground
Sunday, January 14, 2024
Trailer: Dracula, The Play #wanderlusttheatrecompany
Guard your necks, don't get bitten, watch this Sunday, January 21st at 7 pm!
At the request of his boss, young Jonathan Harker travels to Transylvania to conduct the final sales of an English home to one Lord Dracula, an encounter of which will change the course of his life and those he loves. Lord Dracula will stop at nothing to devour all the many "flavors to enjoy" in England. Will anyone be able to stop their reign of terror?
Kate Vangeloff as Dracula, Nathan Green as Van Helsing, Jae Unker as Lucy Westenra, Kate Southern as Mina Murray, Tasia Simon as Mrs. Westenra, Andrew Hastings McGill as Renfield, Tim Coatney as Jonathan Harker, Abigail Brown as Arthur Holmwood, Tiffany Schechter as Doctor Seward, Brandon Kinsey as Quincey Morris, with Amelia Rose, Alayha McNamara, RuRu, David Countiss, Raja Slayton & Elle Schechter.
From the book, Dracula, by Bram Stoker, adapted for the stage by Kate Vangeloff & Jae Unker,
Directed by Nathan Green & Madeline DeCourcey
Friday, January 12, 2024
Journaling Through The Years, Ep. 87: Random Thoughts From A Teenaged Li...
Narcissist: The Hill I Die On. WTF!?! #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #npd
Sunday, January 7, 2024
Journaling Through The Years, Ep. 86: The Four Horsemen of the What? #90...
Friday, January 5, 2024
Reclaiming Jezebel #reclaiming
Who was Jezebel? Aside from the trope of the evil, seductive woman or even an evil spirit, a slanderous name tossed about for centuries when someone, usually female, considered to be of lesser value tries to overcome her downtrodden role, or rather a 'get out of a jail free card' for a wandering man who blames the victim, 'That Jezebel made me do it", but historically...who was she?