Wednesday, November 4, 2020

11/3 Gratitude



1.) Oregon, specifically Ashland, it's safe, still friendly, believes in people, beautifully serene



2.) My Beverly Hills, 90120 blanket.  It reflects to me a job well done, a constant reminder that I can accomplish and reach my intentions and will do so again.  I still have more battles to overcome, but still its a confidence booster.  It also reflects another way that I am increasingly showing self-confidence and belief in my worthiness for love in every aspect, regardless if love and respect is given by others or not.



3.) My physical health is stable, which is something to say in the view of Covid19 and other exreme physical ailments and health afflicts I know others are struggling with at present.



4.) Luke Perry and basically all my spirit guides, souls who had significance throughout my life and the messages received from each of them on Sunday's "Dia De Los Muertes" ceremony.



5.) Tansy's sweet, soft, luxurious fur, even between baths.  Her unique smell that is so earthy and wonderful to breathe in, her little nose that is always dirty, her piercing intense eyes that are so full of personality, emotion, mischief.  She is very original and intelligent.


6.) Cuddling Tansy on my chest, in my bathrobe and warm blanket, sparkling lights of the city far below, in the crisp dark night enfolding, a warm healthy cup of tea.


7.) Resting after two busy and successful days, with sleepy Tansy.

8.) Knowing the difference between success and fame, true victory is never external, but begins within. 



9.) The stability of assured love, it makes all the difference in the often emotional upheaval in the journey of life.


10.) The people I met today (yesterday) and the opportunities for financial gain and prosperity they will bring, as well as other ways of abundance.



11.) How my perspective has shifted in believing I can, I am worthy of success, prosperity, wealth, abundance, just by shifting the words I speak and what I tell myself about myself and my situation.




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Monday, November 2, 2020

One Day More #election #2020 #onedaymore #revolution

11/2 Gratitude



1.) Healthy food, like celery with peanut butter and raisins, aka "Ants on a log" and avocado---because they fuel me and not weigh me down


2.) Beverly Hills, 90210 because it makes me happy and fully me.


3.) Adam Sandler.  See Above For Reasons.  I have no shame in both loves.



4.) The fact that I can openly express my love for numbers 3 and 4, regardless of people's disdain, but can openly enjoy and be true to myself, is very uplifting, healing, and empowering. 


5.) My imagination and the ability I have always had to daydream and let that fuel my creative output


6.) Being an empath, though often draining, the ability to intuit the unseen feelings or emotional states of others, which affords me the uncanny ability to have correct knowledge of why, which is often not wanted



7.) Strong women role models that are mis-represented, devalued, even vilified, such as Shannen Doherty, Eva Peron, and Bettie Page!





8.) Realizing the gratitude in my time as Eponine, the lessons learned, strength of self developed, and how it has afforded me the peace of being comfortable in my own skin, so that finally I can embody all that is Cosette, accept who she is, see her value, without mockery or jealousy

On My Own

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone
I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me
In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

9.) Finding my brand, my niche, as an actor, writer, overall artist, letting that fuel my creativity and watching it unfold its own time

10.) The fact that I am a Brenda.  I am like Shannen Doherty.  Shannen Doherty is to Hollywood as I am to the Rogue Valley theatre and film world.  I own that and am 100 percent all right with that.



11.) My wonderful little mobile home, the first place where I feel I have deep roots into my life as a grown up.


Tag! You are it!!  Share your gratitude list below! I would love to hear it.

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On My Own #eponine #loveisforever

Gratitude 11/1





1.) I am grateful that love has returned to my life, has arrived at last in all its purity of purpose, in full blossom and in a variety of abundance.




2.) My home, its beautiful serenity and sense of grounding I have felt absent from my heart and soul and physicality until now.




3.) My friends, the right ones, that have remained and are not fair weather, self-seeking, wolves in lamb's clothing---that are in every essence of the word, true family






4.) The frenemies and enemies, for the lesson they taught, strength they allowed me to develop, to let go of that which destroys or weighs me down, to choose true love, not that of conditions

5.) My health, my body and how good it feels to take care of it




6.) My life-long quest of the spiritual and gratitude for the myriad of ways I have sought along the journey.




7.) For Don & Pamela Dehart, with the precarious reality of rental costs and agreements, I feel grateful that I rent a beautiful, secure, stable property from such honorable, ethnical people



8.) Tansy, for she is the love of my life




9.) Bipolar, my PTSD, for the creativity it provides, inspires, the depth of emotion which affords me the ability to understand and truly empathize with others




10.) My ability to persevere and accomplish, to create and reach my goals, with integrity and intentionality



11.) For Will: past, present, for always. 


Always do it on my own
So I gotta get through it
And the only thing I know
Is to love what I'm doing
Never give up, never slow
'Til I finally prove it
Never listen to the no's
I just wanna keep moving
Yeah, I put out all this art
It's my only medicine, yeah

So, what are you grateful for? List below!

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