Well, its been an awfully long time since I have transcribed words across this 'here blog' and yet I am a little unsure of what to write.
A lot has happened in my life since the last entry, as in I finished the aforementioned play, which birthed into Scrooge, A Magical Musical, which in a way solidified my calling as an actress & singer, and inspired the impulse to keep writing--as in an idea for a screenplay floated through my consciousness during that production, mainly something along the lines of "A Twisted Meg Ryan Movie". Very shortly I will once again trespass across the boards at 'Ye Ole Randall Theatre" in the upcoming production of "The Elephant Man!"
But, what I really have been thinking of late is how finding my calling has brought such transformation and healing into my life. In fact, the word for 2012, regardless of the "meme" for that year, for me personally, is "Redemption". And, in a sense, because of all that transpired in that year, I find myself truly understanding that word in its fullest sense, even though I have studied the very word for many a year now.
Because of my getting back into the wonderful world of the stage, I truly found healing, more of which than ever possible on the couch of a psychotherapist! I've learned the value of honoring your word & keeping to your commitments. I've learned that the heart is wide & accepting of so much love, if you allow it--and even, that I am a time-lady, truly, and have the capacity to love more than one, and yet still honoring the one my heart, mind, & soul is bethrothed.
I've realized what it means to be truly, "In God's Will"--to truly "step out in faith, follow his leading, & trust". I've seen God work, provide, move, and do miracles in many of my friends lives, from being brought back from the brink of death and the list goes on...and on...and on...
Its not all been easy, and I wouldn't want to go back and relive it, but I am grateful for each step, each moment---if only for the amazing friends that have become family in my life now, and the lessons of love that have been brought my way.
Daily I am astounded by the beauty & love that I am blessed with, by the people God surrounds me with!
I pray every day for God to continue to "push my boundaries further" so I can know more of the great love He has for me & venture into more & more places to discover more of myself & be me to my fullest potential!
He who has ears to hear, let him hear
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