Journaling Through The Years, Episode 49: Middle School Nightmares & Boy...

In this episode, I begin my sharing my thoughts on a story from the previous episode and detail how it has influenced who I am today. Then, I describe a scary situation with a girl from my middle school & close with an update on my boy crushes, which reflects the beginning of my mental health woes. Purchase the wedding dress at: https://www.mercari.com/us/item/m59506542035/ Support Elizabeth Suzanne at: https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-return-elizabeth-to-her-thrive

Journaling Through The Years, Episode 44: Losing Night Court & Myself

In this episode, I begin by updating on my recovery status from breast reduction surgery, then launch into the journal, giving a basic day to day on life as a young 12 year old heading into middle school, but then take a turn when I reveal my heart for Night Court and acting, and the loneliness that comes from not being able to voice who I really am, which began even way back then. FanGirlHour: https://anchor.fm/fangirling Wedding Dress: https://www.mercari.com/us/item/m59506542035/ Elizabeth Suzanne: Help Elizabeth Return To Her Thrive & Pursue Her Dreams: https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-return-elizabeth-to-her-thrive DJ Michael J. Hearne: DJ Michael J. Hearne, funds go to help secure ongoing housing so focus can be on job stability: https://www.gofundme.com/f/please-help-michael-and-meme-thrive

Journaling Through The Years Ep. 28: The Bad Friend & First Crush on Cam...

In this episode I continue the story of the "names have been changed" story from the prologue last week. I make connections between the characters and my own life, basically the main character is my younger self and reflect on how who I thought was my bff then was really toxic and one of my first abusive friendships, & why I thought I liked and needed her. I reflect on my need throughout life to mimic others who I thought were more secure in themselves than myself. I also look at the nature of love and how I sought it out wherever I could get it, because I didn't have it within, and shine a light on the differences between relationship addiction & polyamory.