Monday, November 30, 2015

Comedy Divine!



Helen

I am the ballet dancer turned erotic dancer who now resides in Danny's Inferno XXX Girls XXX, or rather a level of hell, some might say.  I happen to rather enjoy my new digs, I have quite the following, have launched quite the metaphoric ship, I might add.  Those that come to see me "fly" are enthralled by me, nourished by my talents, are what keeps me truly alive and gives me a sense of purpose in this place I find myself, both physically and spiritually speaking.

Come find more about me and hear my story tonight at the reading of "A Divine Comedy: Like Dante's Only Funnier" written by David C. Hill

Corporal

On earth, I made my living in the sex-trade, mainly the world of BDSM.  But currently, I have taken up a higher position as Corporal in the un-ending war, with the attempt to dominate the enemy and rule all levels of Hell, Purgatory included.

Come find more about me and hear my story tonight at the reading of "A Divine Comedy: Like Dante's Only Funnier" written by David C. Hill

Holly Wouldof

My days are spent contemplating what I "would of", even could of been, if only, oh so many, if only.  At present, I work as an actress in film, doing anything to "make it", even here.  Maybe all this will pay off, maybe someday my ship will come in and I will be rescued.  Perhaps that Danny fella I just met might have some leads for me...

Come find more about me and hear my story tonight at the reading of "A Divine Comedy: Like Dante's Only Funnier" written by David C. Hill

Madison Avenue

Business is flourishing here in this level of Hell and its all due to my skills in marketing.  Without my expertise, the very economy and welfare (?) of this place would collapse.  I know how to sell anything, "ice to eskimos" as they say, and with my talents every businessman and woman will succeed.  But only with me, and not alone.

Come find more about me and hear my story tonight at the reading of "A Divine Comedy: Like Dante's Only Funnier" written by David C. Hill

Scrubs

I am a nurse here in purgatory, endlessly caring for those who hope to ascend to the next level yet who never quite make it.  Endlessly cleaning up all that's left of them, I hope that my actions will be perceived as altruistic so at least I can ascend, even if they never do.

Come find more about me and hear my story tonight at the reading of "A Divine Comedy: Like Dante's Only Funnier" written by David C. Hill

Guadalupe 

Behold, the Blessed Virgin I am!  I have come among you to dwell with the faithful and the servants.  I have come to shower my love and be showered love upon in return.  I have come to listen and to speak, if you would only here.  Or rather, I have come to enjoy the garden and, well, if I'm really truthful, the climate suits me too.

Come find more about me and hear my story tonight at the reading of "A Divine Comedy: Like Dante's Only Funnier" written by David C. Hill



Sunday, November 29, 2015

One Final Time



The next day, Gadget picked them up in the camp bus from their camping site. As they rolled up their sleeping bags and re-packed their backpacks, Jewels noticed Les kept to himself, lost in thought, amidst the laughter and good cheer of the other counselors. Stories we're passed back and forth, inside jokes we're built that years to come would still bring mirth to those involved, and plans for the upcoming rest of the week we're laid out. But, Les worked by himself, pondering his next move. Beside him, albeit silent, Jess packed. Although she did not speak, he could tell from her steely looks that she was not too pleased with him. Perhaps his harmless flirting with the other female counselors hadn't been taken so well by her, or maybe it was the kiss...that kiss so long in coming, it seemed almost forbidden, and now it had happened at last, what was to follow? Les held himself back from looking over at Jewels, but as always could feel her presence inside his heart, something he could not truly understand or had ever experienced.

Gadget greeted them individually as they boarded the bus and pulled away from their site, heading back to Camp Crowshaven. Their day away from work had been a well-appreciated reward but now it was time to return to their duties. The radio played songs they had not heard since leaving their lives back home. Les sat in the back of the bus near the window, Jess sat beside him looking straight ahead. He tried to think of some way to begin some sort of conversation with her, some way to figure out what to do next in this thing called a relationship they had together.

Tera and Jewels sat side by side, heads close together, whispering over the events of the night before.

“So, he kissed you?” mouthed Tera, trying to draw out more information.

“Yeah,” blushed Jewels and ducked her head lower.

“And then?”

“That's all, then Rainbow called us back,” Jewels reported.

“Have you guys talked at all today?” Tera wanted to know.

“No,” Jewels shook her head and then bit her lip, anxiously.

Later, after they had returned to camp and finished the dinner and their campers played away the evening until campfire, Jewels sat on the steps of the dining hall watching the camp before her. Les approached and quietly sat beside her. She said nothing but waited for him, whatever he would say. He got up and stood in front of her.

“Jewels, I've been thinking,” He began cautiously, eyeing her for information.

“Yeah, what is it, Trip?” she said peering up at him, anxiously yet hopefully.

“So, last night,” he began. “What happened between us...its just that...”

“Yeah?” Jewels asked, drawing him out.

“I think...let's just remain friends, okay?” he eyed her, looking her over, wanting more, wanting her to stand up and fight for him, for them. She sighed, looked down at her dirty feet caked with dust, feet that were never clean, then looked back at him and gave her best “that's okay with me” smile.

“Sure thing,” she finally answered. He nodded and leaned over, awkwardly giving her a hug.

Pulling back, he said, “I'll see you around, okay?”


She nodded and off he headed. She bit her lip, fighting back the tears from leaving her eyes, and clasped her hands together. Come on, Ruby, she thought, he's just one guy, it doesn't matter anyway.

Saturday, November 28, 2015

If I Loved You

Breakaway

One Final Time



Days passed and the heart of camp was in full swing that summer. Tera and Ruby, now called Jewels, sat on the rock over-looking the rest of camp, their campers playing together nearby, and surveyed the camp goings-on below. Trip appeared outside the dining hall, walking up to a young first year junior counselor, a young girl named Andrea, and put his arm around her in a long, slow hug. Jewels (or Ruby) glanced over at Tera and raised her eyebrows suggestively. Tera returned the look and then leaned over and whispered in her friend's ear:

“Little flirt, isn't he?”

Jewels nodded and then studied Trip far below. She turned to Tera and whispered back:

“Wonder what Jess thinks of that!”

One of Jewels' campers, a young pre-teen girl of 11, looked up at them and then down the hill towards Trip and Andrea.

“That counselor is with all the girls,” she pointed out. Tera and Jewels looked at each other and nodded, stifling their giggles in agreement. The following day was their first day-off of the summer, when they as Junior Counselors would be able to go into town, do laundry, eat real food and not that of the camp variety, and spend the night in town frolicking about as only youthful teens can. Jewels was not looking forward to watching Trip and Jess flirt with and touch each other in front of her. However, the time spent away from camp, exploring the town with Tera was something to look forward to and would be a welcome and pleasant distraction.

The next day, in the late morning, off the went into town, secured in the small white camp bus powered by the head counselor, Gadget, so named for his likeness to the famous cartoon Inspector. On the bus-ride over, Jewels noticed that whereas Trip and Jess sat side by side, they did not seem as attached to one another as previously mentioned. Trip seemed bored and stared around at the other counselors, picking up bits of conversations and tossing in idle jokes where he could. She also noticed that other female counselors vied for his attention just as eagerly as she herself secretly did. She hid her head back down into her song-journal, her pen wobbling with the rocking of the bus as she allowed the words to flow from her heart to the page.

They rumbled into town and he deposited them in front of the town's only grocery store, instructing them to meet him there at 4:00, before heading back into camp for a few hours' work. Their own head counselor, who ran the junior counselor programmed, sat herself down with her coffee and sandwich and released them to their frolicking about.

Jess hugged Trip and then walked over to join Tera and Jewels on their town adventures. Trip headed off with Geoff to grab a bit to eat together. Jewels noticed that Andrea trailed close behind them and she wondered just what Jess thought of that. For her part, Jess seemed not to notice. 

Later at their campsite for the night, Jewels sat on an abandoned large tree stump over-looking the dry river bed. The clattering voices of her happy friends mingled with the wind behind her. Her journal lay before her on her lap, her pen poised waiting for the muse to breeze through her.

“Standing on a precipice of my life, this journey I am on, I could dwell here, wallowing in the pain of your good-bye, or I could turn towards the love radiating from those who await me with open arms and open hearts,” she wrote and surveyed the words on the page. Someone came up behind her and she turned, not closing the journal. Trip stood by the tree-stump and looked her over. Was she to be a flirtatious interest to him now?

“Can I sit here too?” He asked. She shrugged and he sat beside her, his shoulder barely touching hers. She didn't try to move away and noticed neither did he.

“Are you sure that Jess won't mind this?” She managed to ask.

“Why would she?” He shot out. “I mean, all we are doing is sitting anyway.”

She nodded and looked out towards the dry riverbed, setting the journal on the stump and pulling her knees to the chest. Dusk was fast approaching, she could hear the crackle of the fire behind her and the laughter of the other counselors mingled with it.

“We're kind of on a break anyway,” he announced to no one in particular, to the breeze, the dry river-bed, to his own hands before him on his lap.

“Oh, I see, I mean, okay then,” and then after a moment, she turned her head slightly and looked at him out of the corner of her eye. “You okay with that?”

He looked at her fully in the eyes and was taken in by her honest, frank openness. A swelling warmth filled him just sitting by her and he felt as if he truly knew her without speaking, as he was known. He smiled slightly and nodded, allowing the warmth to overwhelm him.

“Okay then,” she smiled back and they remained looking at each other eye to eye, both wondering, Was this it? Was this the moment I'd been waiting for? Would he finally, does she really? The night was dark now, in full strength of its summer beauty. The crickets played their tiny and tinny violins as the full moon began its ascent into the sky. Trip and Jewels stared up at it, together side by side. Jewels shivered in the coolness of the breeze and Trip, ever so slowly, placed his arm about her shoulders to warm her. She giggled softly.

“Hmm?” he asked, nudging her with his shoulder.

“This reminds me of that one campfire song,” she said, giggling. “Just a boy and a girl in a little canoe, with the moon shining all around.”

“And as he applied his paddle, he said, 'you better kiss me or get out and swim,” Trip continued.

“Just a boy and a girl in a little canoe, with the moon shining all a, the boy swimming all-a, the girl padding all-around,” She ended the song.

He shook his head and said, “That's not how it ends.”

“So, what she gets out and swims?” Jewels asks playfully. He studied her, her face streaked with the dirt of camp similar to his, her hair pulled back in a messy pony tail, her eyes bright with the glow of the moonlight and he thought he had never seen anything so beautiful before. Without thinking, he let the moment overtake him, delaying any sense of second guessing, screwing up all his courage, he leaned over and kissed her lips. She responded by kissing back, letting her lips open slightly, his tongue slipped inside. For a moment, they enjoyed the taste of each other's mouths. Then, he leaned back, yet still close enough to feel her hot breath upon his face.

“That's how it ends,” he smiled.

“Is it now?” Jewels asked, hopefully. Before he could answer, their head counselor, Rainbow, called to them that dinner was ready. He pulled away, stepped down, and she followed him back to the brightness of the glow of camp.



Thursday, November 26, 2015

A Thanksgiving Blog

Its that holiday again, the first of the season that enters us officially into the holiday season and to winter.  Mixed feelings fill the Facebook walls about this day, those remembering the historical origins of today's event and those giving their dutiful thankful posts.

It all seems a bit mandatory, an act of compulsion that one has to list "What am I thankful", the answers range from the uber-religious to the new age spiritual to the secular.  And, I have to admit I find my heart dwelling a bit on my attitude of gratitude for this season, making a mental note to find that appreciation daily throughout the year.

So, just what am I thankful for, you ask? The answer may surprise you, as it did me.

As I was helping to prepare the Thanksgiving meal with my "family" (or rather those I'm dining with today and yes, I'm thankful for each of them), what struck me is the emotion that has been turning itself over and over again in my heart was that of confusion.  I realized then I could embrace it, I could, in a sense, be thankful for that confusion.  To go one further, I could be thankful for life's disappointments, times of despair and heartbreak, and moments of indecision when one desperately tries to figure out their next step, just wishing there was some way to foresee the future.

How can I be thankful for that?

Well, for starters, I think we all need to come to a place of complete peace with where we are at, gratitude for the present moment, in whatever mental, emotional, even physical state in which we find ourselves.

Secondly, for me personally, this state of emotional confusion tells me something vastly important about the capacity for my heart.  It can forgive; it can remember the love I once gave has always permanently found its home within me, no matter what transpired in that relationship or how time has passed.  It is that focus, the idea that love never dies when once I give it in my heart, where I find my ultimate gratitude.  Moreover, that I have a heart capable of loving many, simultaneously and in many different ways.

So, as I face the decisions of my future and my heart, I can find gratitude in where I am and in knowing that no matter what I have and will always have the one thing this world needs, every human being on this earth deserves; love.



Monday, November 23, 2015

One Final Time




July 14th, 1996

Summer came again, the teenagers once again found themselves gathering together in the cool July morning helping to pack both suitcases, sleeping bags, and campers into the buses ready to whisk them off to Camp Crowshaven for the weeks to follow. This year, Ruby, Les, and Tera, to name a few were not the newbies unaware of how things ran, but were old hats at the bus-packing event.

Ruby dashed around, hugging old friends she hadn't seen in awhile and with that burst of confidence, happily skipped up to Les, guitar on her back, and smiled up at him. He nodded back at her, his eyes glowing. It was good to see her again, her face pretty with a smile lighting it up and he felt a tug on his heart with her standing before him. Something he still did not fully understand in his young years as to why he felt how he felt for her or even if she felt the same. He did notice the wrist bands were gone and the scars had faded considerably.

“Hi, Les,” she said, breathlessly. “Guess what? I've been practicing and writing music!”

“That's hella cool,” he said back and leaned over to give her an awkward hug. Pulling back, he looked her over, a bit hungry for more. “I can't wait to hear all of it.”

Just at that moment, Jess, having gotten the majority of the campers safely loaded, strolled up to them. She squeezed Les's hand and smiled at him, as seductively as she could manage in her young teenage years.

“Hi,” she said.

“Hi,” Les responded and winked at her. She leaned over and kissed him on the lips. Les noticed the crestfallen look of Ruby, her shoulders starting to sag, and secretly wished this wouldn't set her back emotionally. Jess turned and noticed Ruby, unaware of her emotional state, and smiled and winked.

“Hi, Emerald, Diamond, Sapphire, Ruby, Jewels,” she said. “Hey, we should call you that, Jewels!”

“You like that?” Les said, somewhat cautiously. Ruby shrugged in response.

The bus-driver, Bob, looked around at the young counselors in training.

“All-aboard,” he called jokingly. Les and Jess, hand in hand, happily skipped over to the bus to board, as did a few of the others, Geoff and Howard, to name a few.

Geoff bounded up to Les and pounded his back, bellowing, “Hey there, Trip!”

Tera walked up to Ruby and grabbed her hand.

“Come on,” she said softly and began leading Ruby towards the bus. She looked over at her friend and continued with, “I'm sorry, I didn't tell you.”

“You knew?” Ruby asked.

“Yeah,” Tera began. “He told me they were getting together when he went to prom with me.”

“Why didn't you tell me?” Ruby whispered, accusingly.

“I don't know, I guess I was hoping it would fizzle out or something,” was all Tera could manage and they boarded, finding a seat together in the middle of the bus.