Wednesday, August 6, 2025

Deconstructing Calvary Chapel: All About Lonnie #lonnierayfrisbee #calva...


I am really excited about this video! Since leaving Calvary Chapel & deconstructing, I have heard a lot about Lonnie & wanted to know more about him. I enjoyed putting together this video & learning about this remarkable human!


Lonnie Frisbee, born on June 6, 1949, was a man with a myriad of passions, pursuits, and an innate talent and charisma. Lonnie's life was rocked by much tragedy and hardship, not only that of the church's abandonment and bigotry....Yet despite or because of this, Lonnie's influence saved much alive and caused the wide-spread of two very popular churches to this day.


#lonniefrisbee #queerchristian #hippiepreacher #calvarychapel #deconstructing #vineyardoffaith

Tuesday, July 29, 2025

My #Narcissist College Boyfriend #deconstruction #christiantrauma #journ...


This episode of Journaling Through The Years is lovingly dedicated to the memory of my mom, Cathy Anderson.

I share a 'prayer' written in the wee early days of my becoming a fundie Christian, as I share what my life was during that time, complete with a really bad boyfriend, and the mind control tactics of a 'mainstream church'. I discuss the tactics of narcissistic personality disorder and the best practices of dealing with such.

A Wiccan Reads The Bible, Ep 2: Philippians 3:13-14 #philippians #wicca...


In this episode, I read the scripture "Philippians 3:13-14", share how it was used within my church, how it affected me negatively~~how it can be weaponized versus how it can be of benefit, as the whole Bible can be weaponized for control or be a benefit.

Friday, June 27, 2025

In Your Own Backyard: Waldo, Oregon #waldooregon #ghosttown #southernore...


For my birthday this year, I visited what remains of the Oregon ghost town, Waldo, Oregon. This video shares the story of that which made the city, what it became, and what it is today.

#waldooregon #ghosttown #sailorsdiggins #goldrush #southernoregonhistory

DeConstructing Calvary Chapel-How It Began (Redo!) #calvarychapel #chuck...


Due to bad camera issues, I re-shot this video! I am happier with the results this time. I am hopeful that this series brings to light in a very open-hearted way the dark history & history surrounding one of the most mainstream influential conservative churches. Thanks for viewing!

Journaling Through The Years, Ep. 101--What is this story? #relivemychil...


I'm back...at long last, with another journaling through the years! In this episode, I read a strange little comic book report thing from my Junior year of high school and discuss how my classmates reaction affected me. Also, I have no idea what the book was we read, does it sound familiar to you? Let me know!

A Wiccan Reads The Bible--Ep One Reduex! #wiccan #biblestudy


Had a bad webcam last time I shot this, so I re-did it. I believe this is a really important series, as it will help re-examine the bible in a way that is not meant to control, demean, be harmful in anyway, but can show how the messages within are universal, figurative not literal, and a useful part of every-day life. The Bible, a holy book among many.


This episode: Psalm 46:10


#wiccan #biblestudy #holybible #psalms